It was one of the most magical things that I’ve ever been a part of.

Sacramento’s Nutcracker has always been my staple as representing the holiday season. I was in the Nutcracker from when I was 7, as a Mother Ginger’s Child, to when I was 13 as an Angel. When I was 10 years old, I was given the amazing opportunity of being Clara. I really was in a dream state the entire time, starting with when I was cast to my very last show. It was one of the most magical things that I’ve ever been a part of. I loved every single moment of it. One of my fondest memories was sitting on the throne during the second act. I had never actually seen the Nutcracker from the audience, so it was so much fun to not only get to watch the show, but to have the best seat in the house! I remember that I was so enthusiastic up there, Ms. Binda said, “I couldn’t keep my eyes off of you while you were on the throne,” which I wasn’t sure was a compliment or correction! Another favorite memory was running with the Nutcracker during the Snow scene. It was like I was living in a dream (so much that I had to literally be dragged by Sunchai, who was playing the Nutcracker, in order to make our cues). And who could forget the magic of the tree growing? Definitely one of my favorite parts!

Although having the honor of playing Clara, I do not want to undermine the magic of every other year I have been in the Nutcracker. I truly believe that no matter the role, big or small, you play just as important a part in making the Sacramento Ballet’s production what it is. I have innumerable memories of rehearsals, being backstage, and of course performing, regardless of what role I played. It was truly a time where I felt like I was part of something bigger, which I think this is an amazing thing to give to children. I’ve always been inspired by what Mr. Cunningham is able to do, especially with the children in his Nutcracker. He creates a sort of magic that has and will continue to stick with me for years! I even still sing his little songs he made up to help remember the dance steps, 13 years later. (“Kiss and a kiss, and kiss and kiss, half a turn, and bump your butts.”

Words cannot express how much I love and look forward to this production of The Nutcracker each and every year. Although my last year performing was in 2006, I just can’t seem to stay away. Each year since, I have helped with the makeup for the children backstage, where I can see that the same magic I felt is still just as evident in the children now. The atmosphere that is created is something that can't be replicated. Mr. Cunningham has created a production that is inspiring and addicting, keeping many families hooked each year. And besides, who could pass up on the opportunity to get to sing, “step upstage and do a bow, walk around your partner” during each show’s party scene? 

Becky Quinn